The Bullshit

Back screaming agony
Muscles expanding and contracting
Rippling in my diaphragm
Causing irritation and distress
Throbbing angry stressed pain that consumes
And batters continually
Increasing while I sleep
Torturing me with its persistence
Will not go away
Will not calm down
Will not  rest
Will not find a tolerable level
Digs at  me
Kicks me
Screams in my middle
Stopping me from easy movement
Stopping me from sitting up
Stopping me from functioning
Where did it come from?
When will it leave?
Why does it hurt me so continually?
So very tired of all the bullshit
And denial of my very real
Physical illness
And complete physical  dysfunction.

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