What does it cost, this caring ? Why, everything you've got and that is just the beginning of the journey. If only people understood. No I cannot drop everything and be with you in an instant; I have a noise sensitivity issue to deal with that is breaking my heart. Do you have a clue what I am talking about ? We did not meet. A rare moment was missed, a fragile , goassamer-thin chance to be together, a precious time , if only you knew how much it would have meant to me , that did not happen. Misunderstanding. And I, staggering, am left full of grief.