Even when the noise has temporarily lowered The echo vibrates, reverberates , resounds physically around my body, tearing at my ravaged guts, my muscles tremble then shake violently out loud Diminishing me Demolishing me Damaging me Dementing me Still Even when the paralysis looses its grip for just a second Still it clings to me pulling every cell towards total incapacity time and again without relent Halting me Hurting me Hindering me Harming me Still Even when I have managed to move my finger or my toe or my eyelid or my mouth The inability still lingers, lurking in every muscle Reducing me Redefining me Ravaging me Rasping at me Still Even when the headache finally lowers, The head pain and body pain is ever present, no cell unaffected Shouting at me Screaming at me Scorching at me Sundering me Still Even when the moment by moment external assault diminishes slightly ,the constant, internal, pounding bodily assault remains, harming me with its ...