The Hidden, Gutting Agony

I bumped slightly into  Linda's chair, instantly pushing her into complete and devastating paralysis. I
hate to think of the consequences.

 Ironically I am busy working on the new book : Notes for Carers; where I keep writing, over and over again, you HAVE to be  ULTRA AWARE and
careful !

You cannot afford to make mistakes.

..but it is not easy.......

This is the hidden, gutting agony.

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